I feel so helpless so alone
I don t want your help, I ll make it on my own
I m so messed up 'cause you said you cared
I guess you lied to me then and there
I feel so useless and want to die
But suicide I d never try
I m such a hypocrite but I m always true
I feel like no one since I ve lost you

Gouge my eyes and make me blind
Shut me up I m not her kind
Cut out my heart and feel me bleed
Kill me now it s what I need

I feel the ice run down my neck
Un-buy my life, un-write that check
This is the finish, the final finale
This marks the end, the end of me
I was born a screw up right from the start
I see this now as they milk my heart
This is my last will and testament
I can t help it my life is spent